Survivor’s Guilt

This is a difficult post to write. But it needs to be written. Since discovering our great news at the start of September, I’ve experienced a mixture of feelings – joy, happiness, disbelief, fear, excitement, anxiety, contentment… and guilt. Guilt that it happened to me before others – both those that I knew personally who … More Survivor’s Guilt

I feel overwhelmed

Yesterday was a very emotionally exhausting day. I didn’t get much sleep because of my excitement and nerves about our 12 week scan. I spent most of the morning trying to distract myself with a hair appointment (my lovely hairdresser and her husband trying to reassure me and keep positive) but as Dave and I … More I feel overwhelmed