Dear Cub

You’re alive! We saw your little heart thumping away furiously inside me today! And oh my god that is a moment me and your daddy will never forget for as long as we’re alive. Yesterday I really couldn’t relax. I was tearful and anxious. I had psyched myself up to expect to not see your … More Dear Cub

Mothercare, Mamas & Papas, and miscarriage nightmares…

So I’ve had a lovely morning today, although it didn’t start too great. I woke up at 3am wailing and crying after a nightmare about having a miscarriage. All I remember is going to the toilet, wiping and seeing blood, and collapsing and crying. It was horrific. I woke up feeling so upset, but after … More Mothercare, Mamas & Papas, and miscarriage nightmares…